And if it's not too late to change my mind about

not suing the hospital, because initially I believe

I misunderstood that no one would be punished if

i take in the money. (I wanted them to be punished to be certain)

 

Then I will sue the hospital for negligence and applying force

on someone's belief in placement of someone else's benefit,

by their value. (that old woman, at the ICU, who told me,

she will "not allow" my mother to be cryonized unless she's

donating organs) at that moment, my entire world fell apart,

and she suddenly became God who decided my fate.

 

That woman should be charged for this. But she got away.

 

Hospital itself should be charged for all this.

 

And Dr. "Sharp" was it, who didn't help me, saying:

"we won't help you" when I asked if they can help my mom with vitrification.

 

He stated his beliefs, that he believes nanotechnology will be here in

200 years or so. And tried persuading me into organ donation I believe.

 

When I yelled out in frustration (I had not slept for days, I could not

argue with them in their discussion. As a group, they were there to force their

beliefs on me.) "I need this!" his response was "Well, we won't help you."

 

This was abuse.

 

They had no right to speak to me in that way.

 

I ask that they are charged, and for 'compensation' from all of them.

 

 

These are cruel, callous people, who deliberately belittles someone's

devotion and love to their family in placement of 'greater good',

which is completely their own values. They had no right to force this

on another person at such dire times. It was a matter of life and death

for me.

 

 

And again, all of them got away. Freedom of speech is one thing.

What they've done to persuade (for organ donation), and retaliate with an adamant no,

when their persuasion wasn't heard.

 

That was to challenge one's belief, and when the outcome did not work out

to their favor, what I heard was retaliation to my efforts.

 

"Well, we won't help you." Says it all.

 

They could have. Nothing prevented them from doing this.

 

And if there were reasons. This certainly falls in the realm of psychological

abuse, imposing their beliefs on a person, only to break this person's world apart.

 

 

They, maybe 6 people. Sitting around a table,

called me in. To 'discuss' this at the time.

 

Imagine my surprise, anguish, at their insolence.

 

It was close to bullying than anything else.

 

They had no right.

 

 

Had they given me a proper reason, in kindness, displaying their sorry,

in sympathy. I would understand. But this was in retaliation to my resolve

after their attempt to persuade for organ donation. With an adamant no.

 

That is unacceptable.

 

And this, knowing after that doctor was late. That is why mom died.

The dialysis machine wasn't working "as we hoped to be" (one of the nurses told me)

as well.

 

She died in vain, and they tried killing her for the second time.

They certainly killed me again and again with their values and bullying.