In order to sustain myself,
I have to write this ODSP application.
That is really the only reason why social assistance persists.
I don't know entirely if I can qualify.
But I must try on the account of irregularity of sleep,
insomnia, followed by vertigo.
But I can't move a step forward,
because YOU IDIOTS, but especially MR MUSK, fucked up my
brain hormones from normal to depression.
With ENDLESS fucking torture.
AND THAT COMES AFTER I give him an idea. Instead a reward
or support, this is what I get.
What the actual FUCK.
ENOUGH WITH THIS.
GIVE ME MY RIGHTS.
All this is a violation of human rights. From bullying to breach of privacy,
to manipulation by gaslighting, and even working on contingency basis.
What the fuck is your excuse?
Let me out!!!
It takes weeks to go for a simple chore.
I am on my bed constantly checking the relays,
I told you people, this takes incredible time.
It's a waste of FUCKING TIME!!!!
To understand things by the relays,
and the LEAST you can do, is to STOP TORTURING ME with MISLEADS.
What is wrong with you people?!
ALL OF YOU?!!!
My ODSP application deadline is at March 14th.
I've been trying to write this thing for months now.
I can't because i'm completely distracted.
Every fucking day, something new is happening.
I've been trying to do this this month for sure,
at the start of it.
I can't get around to it. It's like my brain is stuck
in some different channel and I can't find a way out.
I'm depressed. And it's already too late to make it
to this date.
None of it is a prank. Mr Musk must give me compensation
for affecting my personal life at this time.
I didn't sign up for abuse.
In exchange for my work.