I mention this again because,

 

in all logical sense,

 

they shouldn't have gotten away with it.

 

 

 

During the times that this was addressed,

 

I believe I was heard much less.

 

 

Or simply dismissed by their reasoning,

 

and possibly the authority favoring them,

 

over their own reasoning,

 

or misleads. I don't know.

 

 

 

But I know this.

 

It was against someone's rights.

 

It was bullying, it was pushing on their values over mine,

 

and the fact that I was trying to SAVE my mother

 

should not have been a discussion of possibility or not.

 

But immediately respected.

 

Why did I have to fight for her life again?

 

 

And how far did their trying to keep me from her,

how far did they go to deliberately interrupt the process?

 

 

Be honest. Nurses. You were told what to do.

 

You are not responsible.

 

You are ordered to do something.

 

You were ordered to not respond to me,

 

You were ordered to lock me out. Were you NOT?