true, in a positive perspective,

failure is freedom in this case. :)

 

what responsibility.

 

 

 

 

my focus.... is in life extension.

 

for benefit to everyone, hopefully in the end.

 

 

 

and I am reading the relays on how rulership cannot be separated.

 

one king, holds all the land.

 

 

 

that is... understandable. ancestral land that is being handed down,

to separate this... would be difficult.

 

 

from a personal perspective, having been part of that vision,

whether to my loss, it was an honor.

 

however, having been seen the highest of the high.

only to be plummeted down, to 'spare'.

 

I can understand what Prince Harry means without reading the book.

 

Of course, I am not being judgemental on any events that may or

may not have happened. To me, you are all just kind people,

but prone to mistakes like everyone else.

 

But....

 

How I am, is. I am not wired to stay in the background.

 

If I were to accept this integration into the family at this point,

I would forever feel left out, and opting to be part of that

'curse' of "spare".

 

Hence, I will remove myself from your offer.

But you have my respect in your decisions.

 

I believe it is correct.

 

I will however, in a passive way, will help the commonwealth and the Royal family.

 

 

I hope you can understand my decisions as well.