I am.... not a angry person because of my immaturity.

 

I would know a many different reasoning, philosophical concepts,

to distort my perspective on the harsh reality, and escape into

my own world.

 

This is how I survived my childhood.

 

But without gaslighting myself,

 

when you grow up, you know there are better worlds.

 

Better perspectives in life, in a genuine way.

Not from fantasy or some conceptual reasoning.

 

 

But there are things in life,

 

you can only go back to.

 

 

If you do not.

 

You live your life a lie.

 

You live with permanent pain that would not mend.

 

 

There is something about being wronged, that leaves a permanent scar.

 

There are people who toy with that concept.

 

Rare evil is this, and one that is monstrous because there is something missing in their minds.

 

Conscience.

 

 

You don't let that go.