And it's also strategic as well.

 

He goes to jail, knowing my reaction, (then he can avoid payment to a degree or reduce it

or none at all, who knows)

he triggers a fight, knowing my reaction,

he triggers emotional disturbance, knowing my reaction,

 

all permutations have already been thought of.

 

A mere 'prank' with a dozens of warnings from before?

 

And while knowing these are sensitive times

when everyone appears to be targeting me?

 

He did this many times before,

gaslighting on the side of my attackers,

 

faking their deaths, as to trigger some emotional response from me.

 

 

He's fucking manipulator,

 

and i've had enough of this.

 

 

Why am I subjected to this sort of abuse?

 

And why must I defend myself constantly like this?

 

 

 

This idiot should have given me support long ago as well.

 

Breaches agreement, increases rewards and promises,

then only when I come up with another idea,

 

it aims for destruction because he can't handle the jealousy.

 

for him, it's a prank, my life is a prank, my life's outcome is a joke.

 

i don't know.

 

i'm not saying he is intensely jealous, he has no reason to be.

he holds his own, that is obvious.

 

i am saying, he does it out of momentary emotions he doesn't process,

and what follows is vanity, a joke, for fun, which follows MY suffering,

 

and that outcome may in fact, be DIRE, given the situation,

or the previous history thereof,

 

BUT HE GAMBLES THAT OUT OF VANITY.

 

Do you see what I mean?

 

 

THis fucker has an insane evil vain side to him,

 

and it probably doesn't even know.

 

 

Wake the fuck up.

 

 

Or you'll get it you fucking cunt.