I am going to be honest with people here.

 

I have never actually tried killing ANYONE in my life.

 

Despite whatever the rumours that may be.

 

 

 

But, I want to make it clear.

 

 

I am a killer.

 

 

That's a fact.

 

 

I can kill fuckers like Steve, without hesitation, if I know I can get away with it.

 

And in the cruelest fucking way possible without change in my heartbeat.

 

I would fucking enjoy every moment of it.

 

 

 

Killers are made.

 

You see my toddler photos, and that is the sweetest kid you'll ever see.

 

 

But what happens after years and years of abuse, torture.

 

You have no fucking clue.

 

 

You become a emotionless psychopath, and you know it.

 

You toss and twist every fucking night, thinking about revenge.

 

You think about cruelest possible ways to kill them slowly.

 

You think about how to sustain that for the longest time.

 

 

That is probably most of my life. Besides the more recent years.

 

 

That is what I am, what I became.

 

 

I am glad nothing happened. Yet.

 

And JUST AS I THOUGHT I WOULD BE FREE FROM THAT THOUGHTS OF VENGEANCE.

 

 

THESE FUCKERS COME INTO MY LIFE. AND TORTURE ME, STALK ME, FUCK WITH ME EVERY MOMENT OF MY LIFE.

 

 

 

WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE?

WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE?!!!!!!!!

 

 

 

TELL ME.

 

 

THIS FUCKER WILL BE IN MY MIND ALL THE FUCKING TIME, UNTIL I END ITS LIFE!!!!

 

 

THIS IS HAPPENING BECAUSE YOU !!!!

 

 

YOU DO NOT PUNISH THESE FUCKERS!!!

 

 

YOU LET THEM TORTURE ME, DEPSITE WHAT THEY'VE DONE TO ME!!!!!

 

 

DESPITE WHAT THEY CONFESSED!!!

 

 

DESPITE WHAT I SAID THEY ARE WIRED TO DO!!!!

 

DESPITE WHAT I SAID THEY WILL REPEAT!!!!!

 

 

 

YOU DON'T CREATE PENALTY!!!

 

 

THEY ARE AFTER MY LIFE CONSTANTLY!!!!

 

 

THEY SUCK MY FUCKING BLOOD!!!!!

 

 

 

AND WHERE DO I GO>??

 

 

 

YOU TELL ME!!!!

 

 

YOU TELL ME WHERE THIS ENDS!!!!

 

 

YOU TELL ME WHERE THIS ENDS WITHOUT YOUR INTERVENTION!!!!