Too tired to work....

 

But going to push myself today.

 

 

I need to sell stuff........

 

 

Must stabilize. Get back to work....

 

 

Fighting depression.

 

 

Trying not to fall into this abyss. Hollow feeling.

Need vector/destination. Anything.

 

Thankfully, if I focus, I think I can find a way out.

 

 

And because I said this, ("if i can focus")

 

people will try everything they can to distract it again of course.

 

 

Keep me at bay.

 

 

And that is how abuse/bullying works.

 

Don't let it happen, or join in the 'fun'.