Trying to figure out at this point,

 

who i'm working for, for whose benefit.

 

 

 

To my surprise, people who should be on my side,

 

ENDLESSLY tortures me alongside my abusers.

 

 

Whether they initiate (Mr Musk)

 

or allow it to roam, forgiving them. (King and the Queen)

 

 

 

 

and I am stuck here, just trying to get by.

 

Trying to work.

 

 

 

 

 

 

And my emotions are ripped apart.

 

I've had enough.

 

I've fought every second, i've given you more than enough to punish them,

 

but in the end, you forgive, according to your values.

 

 

 

It's betrayal to me.

 

 

 

 

I can only laugh at myself for having faith.

 

 

 

This is enough.

 

 

 

 

Whatever you people think you are doing to get out of me.

 

 

 

 

This is enough.

 

 

You have no right.

 

 

 

 

I've lost all motivation.

 

 

What the hell is the point in all this.

 

 

 

 

I'm sorry, but I am not the one to hide my emotions for my benefit.

 

I will express that I am holding some hate, for the King and the Queen at this point.

 

 

 

But for the sake of work, I will work.

 

 

 

But note that all this,

 

 

 

this is nothing short of slavery.

 

 

 

 

It's insanity.