I think I suddenly get it now.

 

Adam sent those attacks because

I was playing "The Night in Ulaanbaatar"

 

and related himself to it.

 

I'm sorry about your father, if that is true.

 

But this is about me, how I felt when my mom died.

 

Actually, more devastating than this.

But it eventually receded to these emotions.

 

Stop attacking me.

 

You do so once in a while,

 

before far more frequent.

 

 

I can't blame the song either.