To my discredit,

 

something did happen during last 10 years or so.

 

 

I've really become 'gentrified'.

 

 

I don't know if anyone remembers,

 

but at some point, I was a very physical guy.

 

Can be extremely hostile, and matching movements

to that.

 

 

But now, honestly, my arms shake before it's

even throwing a punch.

 

 

It's not only the body, but the mind....

 

What happened?

 

 

I don't know. Too many things to live for I guess.

 

xD

 

 

 

But it doesn't mean, I can let go of people who

constantly makes threats, harass, humiliate, abuse.

 

 

Where does it end?

 

 

 

 

Why am I a target, and even a target of discussion?

 

 

 

None of you should be. End it.

 

Be respectful and end it.

 

 

I am not here to play these childish games.

 

Understand that I am suffering.

 

I have been made a target.

 

 

 

You do not join in.