I am sorry to make this statement. But there is this inner anger that is rising.
Something that I feel nobody has the right to intervene.

And while I hold my respect to the royal family. If it is true, as the relays indicate,
despite the evidence that is presented, if both my sister and her husband were
not charged for their crimes.

To my loss, I decline your offer of rulership, and integration into the family.

If this compassion, this leniency was made for their children. There are things you cannot intervene. If my heart and mind was ripped apart by their cruelty, my years of suffering alongside my mom who endured. If this is dismissed in an instant, by your misguided compassion.

Then I cannot be part of your goals.

I hold my respect to the Queen. I will do all that I can to benefit the royal family in a passive way, perhaps through research in life extension. Of health. But from a distance, from elsewhere.

I am sorry to state this.

If you believe that my anger towards them, is merely by my lack of moderation and self-restraint. You are wrong. You do not know what being angry to the 'bone' feels like. What you are haunted by. Not by misconception. But having endured many years of abuse, and seeing them destroy my life, alongside my mother. It was their calculated goal. They would not allow me moving up, they would not allow peace, rest, in any form. In all those years. It was their aim.