Please do not focus on her misleads.

Justification for her actions? There is none.

She tortured us. She was the enabler.

We were depressed and angry.

But we wanted to live.

We wanted to survive.

My mom always said she wished she had a place of her own.

 

Mom acted like she was trying to balance love between my sister and I,

but she, as she got sick, understood how abusive, how monstrous my

sister was. hence our angry ranting on the phone call. of which

my sister recorded and presented in public, to JUSTIFY her actions.

along with the CAMERA recording of when my mom was DYING.

 

it was pre-meditation, she and her husband thought through everything

together. hence the words in the car, as well.