when i joke, i make fun of myself, in most cases.

it is not designed to be hostile, it is designed

to make people laugh at my expense.

 

this seems to allow/permit people to engage

in a further abuse towards me.

kill the fucking clown.

 

 

 

you need to understand something.

 

i lived my life, haunted, thinking about

killing my father ever since godforsaken young age.

 

i have issues with accepting authoritative abuse.

 

but especially, you do this because you take me 'lightly'

on top of this, there is underlining psychological

complex i'm developing thanks to you fuckers pegging me

as gay-bi passive faggot.

 

the moment this thought crosses my mind that you

think i'm someone to cross for fun assuming what i am,

 

i think about crackng your fucking skulls with a mace

 

you understand that.

 

and you challenge me, you go what the fuck can you do?

 

 

i will fucking hunt you down until my last fucking breath.

do you understand?

 

 

you don't want these 'light' behind my eyes you so repeat,

used for the sole fucking purpose

of ending your existence.

 

one way or another you are going down.

 

 

DO NOT FUCK WITH ME YOU FUCKING CUNTS