You people have no idea. No fucking clue what it's like to live every fucking day.
Thinking about revenge.
What they did.
If they did.
And that was the only factor.
If.
The fucker left it ambiguous from the car.
He gave good finale that it was on my sister's side, on the abuse.
That she had the right.
But I wasn't sure. Almost I was. That they done something together.
The hostility toward mom from that fucker was out of control.
Masking himself as the hero.
But if poison was mixed into my food.
If they went as far as this.
Then something was done to my mom.
Then this fucker.
I will fray him.
I won't kill him.
I will fray its skin.
I will enjoy every fucking minute of it.
Until it's DEAD.
hahahhahhahahahah,
how many times have i ran this in my mind.
driven and insane.
you people have no idea.
tried putting on a mask to be polite.
yeah i tried. but i was angry in many cases, but especially at the shelter in toronto
10 years ago. to try not to do wrong,
just waiting until that fucking day, when this fucker was going to disappear.
it was HAPPY MY MOM DIED.
it was gloating!!!!!!!
Do you understand!!!!