I am upset.

 

There is this anger - it's reached into my mind.

 

I can't seem to be able to shut off.

 

Even at the very thought of this person.

 

 

 

He thought making me suffer. To all this duration.

And dangling me with hope. This was fun.

 

They were no normal pranks. It was designed to trigger conflict.

 

He well knows I am in communication.

 

He should have uphold to the agreement after Twitter.

And even before as well.

 

He applies his own value system on me,

and those values include his abuse towards me.

 

 

 

I cannot look at his profile. I become physically ill.

 

But I will continue working.

 

The authorities should have not been on his side.

He should have been charged many times over,

but it is only because of the promises, he is seemingly

aiming for the 'greater good'.

 

It's both. It's both insolence and the greater good.

But if bad is bad enough in this present time, you cannot permit the prospect of greater good.

 

If someone is suffering because of this person. Right now.

This should not be ignored. I have made my pleas before.

 

I will continue to work. But for the sake of my sanity,

I do not wish to look at this relays.

 

And the relayers, please do not help him. Please do not help him with the abuse.

 

 

 

All that he did, it was designed to affect me in the worst of ways,

I am in the blind.

 

Eventually, from all the things that should be done in my life, the small chores

I neglect to do, because I am preoccupied with the relays, they pile up.

My life becomes worse over time. I cannot think. I cannot do the work

i'm supposed to be doing.

 

I can't even remember what he did, the endless number of misleads, gaslighting.

What remains is, being unable to focus on my work, distracted. Unable to move,

taking eons to just do normal tasks.

He's effectively, along with others, making me into a fucking cripple.

Depression follows. You are not moving forward. NOBODY is LETTING YOU.

 

This was every time I released an idea. Every time I won against my attackers.

 

I am ending up imagining, using violence against my investor.

The person, who values my work. The person, who promises astronomical rewards.

The said person, at the same time, who tries destroying my well-being

every chance he gets. Using this situation.

 

I am conflicted, and I know that, be it imagination, violence is wrong.

 

So I am going to remove him from the observation.

 

My guess is that he will still not deliver his promise.

He will still attempt to be abusive. Some of the relayers will follow his command.

Or do so by themselves.

 

Whichever the case, I am going to continue working.

 

If the authorities see no wrong in what he does. If they've actually said this.

Then there is corruption involved. They are siding with a person who is abusing another

in the open.

 

I have no trust over this person now. All that remains is anger.

 

And I do not wish to be in this state of mind.