From the relays, it sounds like the authorities are blaming this on me.

 

With some insane unreasonable reason.

 

 

 

 

Seeing Jessica's and Dan's relay, if I am reading this right.

 

 

That I can only send myself to 'hell' by my perception, because I 'allow' it by myself.

 

 

Way to go on the scapegoating.

 

 

Listen. You unreasonable, abusive idiots.

 

 

 

That logic only applies true, IF I CAN SEE THE CHANNEL!

 

 

I AM IN THE BLIND, AND I RELY ON THESE PEOPLE FOR CURRENT EVENTS.

 

 

AND IF GASLIGHTING IS SOMETHING THAT PERTAINS TO MY OWN MORTALITY,

 

 

HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO IGNORE IT?

 

 

And they, using this fact. Knowing this fact, that I cannot ignore.

 

They use the situation, over and over again,

 

and you blame this on me?

 

 

 

Once or twice, is a prank.

 

 

Every time, every instance, finding a way to affect the person in the worst of ways,

to this duration, YEARS.

 

When I plead with them to stop.

 

When I say my situation is this, that I need help.

 

When I say I am being affected.

 

 

And they have been stated clearly.

 

 

And you know what? They laugh. They go on at it again.

 

They try and find an angle, more abusive, more convincing. More affecting. More disturbing.

 

ONE MORE TIME.

 

 

 

 

And this isn't abuse?

 

 

 

What are you idiots saying?

 

 

That it's MY FAULT for seeing it that way?

 

 

 

You deliberately put me in a situation where I HAVE TO observe and answer in this way.

 

You understand that this is a situation of digitized kidnapping.

 

I have no CHOICE but to stay here like this.

 

 

DO YOU UNDERSTAND?!

 

And you BLAME ME?!!!