And please understand,

whatever my sister says,

it is highly customized to befit her needs,

(which is to destroy my image, ever since I was little)

(she's been doing this to my peers)

and it will either be an exaggeration or an absurd lie.

You have seen this happening in the channel.

 

I fear that my conflict with her on the channel

will lead to an unfavorable outcome affecting my mom.

 

Hence I avoid conflict with her,

despite having seen the "Hela" youtube clip.

 

Just please understand what she has attempted

on the channel before and understand her character.

 

She is, and has been, not quite a sane person.

And I do not say this to defend myself,

I say this from experience.

 

She deliberately does wrong, and draws anger out from you,

and use that against you with exaggeration,

saying something ridiculous about you so people

avoid/alienate. This has been my experience with my cousins.

And perhaps some of the students from my mom's art class.

 

Whenever she had the chance, she was there to destroy my

life. I had been stuck inside an apartment room for

nearly a decade, alone. And many times she was

extremely abusive. I will not talk about the nature

of this now.

 

Just hold. Until I am in the channel.

 

Do not react, or act upon whatever she is,

whatever she says.

 

To describe her as an menace is an understatement.

 

She has had a grudge against me for being 'born'.

(Her words) You cannot fight against, or reconcile with,

completely single-sided reasoning.

 

And determined to take me down in whichever form,

however way. By distorting your mind, wronging you.

 

I have written letters on this to my cousin Mark.

I know that he has grudge against me too,

if uncle's passing is real.

But please ask from him what i've written.

It is as is.

 

I have suffered for many years since she entered

I believe middle school in S.Korea.

 

I do not know yet what went on.

 

All I know is that I am involved,

and nobody should be judging the outcome without

my intervention.

 

This is family matter.