"mmmmmmmm! Johnny! mmmmmmm!!!!"

or "no!!!!! man!!! no!!! fuck.(?) (I think this part was rhetoric)

 

(can't remember exactly, but something very erratic,

and aggressive as I try to talk to him and blocking me off.

as if constipated xD)

 

while clenching his fists,

blocking what i had to say,

with crazy eyes.

storming in and out the door.

and raising tension.

challenging, offending....

 

as i try to bring out a topic,

 

this happened some number of times at the end,

 

much intimidating,

and also inviting offense as well,

one has to live up to it.

 

it was just....

incremental escalation,

unnecessary behavior.

 

 

had we just sat and talked, openly.

 

which i attempted many times.

 

if there was no deceit.