I feel too tired to do the laundry

or clean the room.

 

I think it's a psychological thing.....

 

Trying to bring my spirit back up somehow.....

 

 

Well, I don't know what is going on,

if final verdict on Adam has been made.

 

It may take quite a while to discover,

as he had full control, even with the shares

(he can re-arrange it at will)

 

and the danger behind it was this as well,

this was a person who had full control over the channel,

to the point of changing the source-code and all the logged

activities, both introducing and allowing my harassers to

exist there on the channel, simultaneously setting me at

a great disadvantage through moderation(lack of),

promoting/encouraging, gathering those shares/relays

and sending them as threats/harassment, etc.

 

basically he was allowed to affect my life

however he wished for years.

 

And as I grew, he did all he thought he can to

mess with my growth. I think it's not wrong to say

I ended up in the shelter because of him,

his relays to the landlord, and their attacks,

along with the others in the household,

disturbing me to a point where I could not

focus on sustenance.  

 

Among many things he's done.

Note that i'm in the blind.

I have no idea what is going on.

I only respond to my limited observation.

 

I am providing as much information from my end,

what I experienced. During those times, and the now.

 

He led all these things, he triggered it.

And if that wasn't enough, he tried destroying me

personally with humiliating videos hacked by himself,

and prior, promoting what Anna has done.

 

So if what I say seem misaligned with current events,

or if you are confused on what i'm trying to convey,

for all I know, you could be intentionally trying to

dismantle what I say by force. As his charges has been

dismissed before.

 

I have no idea. I am just stating as many facts as possible,

to help with the investigation. Rest, despite observing

what I believe is corruption, I guess i'll still have faith

ultimately.