too much anxiety.

in this state i don't even have

the patience to play games.

 

exactly where is the mind racing

toward?

 

anger? absolution?

 

when so much injustice,

people who caused harm getting away

for whichever *forced reasons.

 

That I have to fight this again and

again until they are delivered.

 

That the people involved are trying

to help them, instead me. Despite

knowing what state I am in because

of them.

 

When the blood boils.

Your eyes can't shut in peace.

 

Oh yes. I will track it down.

If they were let go.

I will find out why.

If it doesn't make sense

even remotely.

 

Oh it will be questioned.

I will be relentless.

I will spend whatever resource

I have. I will find the correct

people. Correct lawyers.

 

For now. I need to calm down.