i really don't get mr Musk's psychology...

 

extremely controlling.

very strange sense of humor.

even well-knowing the person can suffer because of it.

and knowing the situation can become worse.

you seem to gamble.

and i don't think, in the end, you don't really

care about the outcome of your actions.

 

Adam relays channel link to the landlord,

Mr Musk tortures me relentlessly during those

months as well. I can't find the time to

properly look for housing. The 3 months

I was asked to get out. I believe.

Not to mention the landlord themselves as well.

I don't know. So many times now I can't keep up

to the timeline.

 

Whichever the timeline was, I believe people

there know better than I.

 

as i stay in the shelter, 4 months now...

Since August 1st.

 

My health declines. Probably the lack of sleep.

Flu. Continuous. Vertigo returns.

 

even as i end up in the emergency.

even as i recover my health from it,

and in a fickle state of health and mind.

i do my best to help you,

and you do your best to mess up my well-being again.

in worst of ways.

 

constantly. you do not stop.

 

 

no help given.

 

no help given.

 

no matter how many times i plead.

no matter how many times i help him.

 

even as he requests for help.

his own ego is worth more than my life.

it's worth more than any promises he make.

then how do you work with this person.

 

you just don't do that with people mr Musk.

 

 

i don't understand.

 

being eccentric is one thing.

but messing up someone who was rushing to

help you when you made a financial mistake....

 

that is....

 

and how many times was this?

 

I don't know what to do at this point.

 

I did all this hoping that you will follow your promises,

that I would be given aid, if I help you out.

 

But instead all I get is these attacks,

and when I defend myself, you retract your offer again

and you become vindictive.

 

Then. Who am I working with?

It's like being in that movie "Bedazzled",

the devil screws you over for every wish that is granted,

and ultimately you get nothing. This happens over and over again,

and in the end, you sold your 'soul' to eternal damnation.

 

I hope people understand how I feel.

I hope YOU understand how I feel Mr Musk.

 

I hope you see the wrong in what you did and continue to do.

 

It had to end some time ago.

And you had to be respectful, knowing my situation, the current event, since long ago.

 

But I am treated like.... I don't know what this is.

 

I hope the authorities understand how unfair this is.

 

If Mr Musk is in trouble because of his own actions, of which, I merely defended myself.

He choose to attack or withdraw his promises or both,

who was I working with?

 

That all he's done was to draw out ideas from me, for the ultimate goal of destroying me?

And he just couldn't help himself to attack me over and over again using that as a catalyst?

A reason to withdraw his promises?

 

I have no idea.

 

It seems like how he plays his business tactics is like the devil in disguise.

People have to sue him back so that things are sorted out in such a way that is more advantageous to him perhaps.

 

Please understand however,

authorities.

 

I am someone who needs help.

I am in a homeless shelter.

I am in a politically binding situation where no one can contact me properly, or choose not to for whatever reasons.

I am blind to the channel, and many have targeted me.

I am in a fickle state of health, and even my attempts to improve my situation is hindered by the messages Adam

sends to my peers. Getting new housing for instance.

 

And all I clung on to. All I hoped for.

Was Mr Musk to help me out.

 

He was my last hope.

 

And I had hoped. That if I helped him, he would do the same for me, despite having noticed patterns of abuse,

each and every time I suggested an idea.

 

And this time, for sure, I thought, he would help me.

 

But all I get was 'pranks' that insinuated the worst of the outcome of the reality that had occured previously.

Then I have no choice to believe in this. As it relates. It is a gaslighting.

 

It was cruel.

 

To say the least.

 

And he becomes even more vindictive, as I DEFEND myself.

 

And I do not know what to do at this point.

 

 

The matter of fact is that, *because i'm in the blind, *because i'm in this situation,

people are drawn like moths to a flame. Some can't help themselves but to exploit this situation.

 

 

I should have been in the channel,

 

and I believe I said this long time ago.

 

The longer I stay like this, the more people will get in trouble.

 

Maybe it is in human nature to display this type of behavior. To exploit.

Despite knowing that their actions are in the open. It is being observed.

 

 

But it can only repeat.

 

It is/was unnecessary.

 

 

I simply should have been openly, communicated.