and no, Mr Weill's. I am not threatening the hospital staff.

Merely writing what i've experienced.

 

For instance: the nurse,

once she takes out the needle from back of my hand

and puts on the bandage, she tells me to put pressure on it.

 

I forget after a minute or two.

She tells me, "now it's going to be bruised because you didn't

put pressure on it." (OK)

 

then some blood oozes out and the bandage has some blood on it.

it partially falls off due to sweating or something.

 

nurse: "there's no way i'm touching that."

 

just about every word she muttered was defensive, if not

vindictive.

 

even to save my own life, stopping the machine,

i was being scolded at.

 

anything is possible in a patient. statistically may be low,

but one should be aware of possible allergies/side effects.

 

it could happen to anyone.

 

and yet. all that defensiveness - it could have been dangerous

for patients less aware of themselves.

 

kindly read my previous writing about this.

 

there's a certain level of 'impossible communication'

or rather, blocking the communication at critical times, that i felt

completely unsafe. and she should be far more open-minded.

 

"i'm not taking this off unless the doctor tells me to."

 

is equivalent to:

 

'i care about her command than your well-being. I don't care what you say.

you can't possibly be right.'

 

why bother working there if you're not there to listen to the patient

and if you're so afraid of their vitals changing because of an accident?

 

accidents happen. nobody could have known.

 

however, what follows next is the question.

 

how this patient is cared for and treated.

 

that is where i am getting at.

 

it was..... frightening experience overall.

 

because of the communication.

 

 

 

and no, not trying to get anyone in trouble.

this would fall in line of misjudgment -

not intentional harm.

 

as for making me leave on a cab in that state.

it really does defeat the purpose of giving me the drug

if i'm inevitably going to throw up because of the vertigo.

 

relayers, if you are trying to trigger a fight.

 

STOP. it should count as felony.

 

I have no way of knowing whether something stopped long time ago or not.

 

You people deliberately relay messages to get my emotions worked up,

so to trigger a fight.

 

The people in my list, including "Daveed"

needs to be seen. These people have the power to alter the direction

and outcome, and they know this.

 

If to trigger, one may fall. Whoever that can be, they do not care.

Or they do. And there could be malicious intent behind it.

 

That is abuse. Vanity or to affect the outcome. Of what is already said and done.