I have also said to him, that he must be clear on the details

that we have been in good terms, reconciled -

because there are mentally ill, violent people everywhere.

Having gone through that threat earlier by another guy.

(See my writing to Milena)

 

To refuse this, or refuse me trying to talk to these people.

Proceeding suggestion of 'taking it outside'...

Is equivalent to me being self-defensive over all

physical hostility. They or him. Anyone.

 

If I do not accept a match, perhaps another will

push it to that direction through his persuasion.

It may have been better if we (through 'shot for shot')

resolve it on our own.

 

Seeing as how people were passive-aggressive,

and hostile. The people he's spoken to.

How he conducted that communication,

anything was possible.

 

Or maybe I was paranoid at that point.

But rightfully so, as you can see, I had no reason

to trust this person.