now i'm going to play a game for several HOURS.

 

it's meditative for me.

 

when i'm going to work again?

 

 

i don't know. we'll see.

 

first hoping to get the equipment.

 

then, hoping to get the housing.

 

 

in-between, another tooth extraction.

then, passport renewal, healthcare card renewal stuff like that.

 

 

it's a process.

 

 

i couldn't take care of myself last 4 years,

and bringing myself back up now.

 

 

 

nobody is really helping.

 

many of you are making it worse.

 

 

i have no idea why.

 

 

when it reaches a point where all the wrong people do,

is convoluted with whatever reasoning. (or that you wish it to be)

and goes on. it will no doubt create a butterfly effect over time.

 

don't let this.

 

there are people aiming for this.