it's like watching "Gattaca" when you speak to her,

people are pre-destined by birth.

 

genes are a tool.

your intelligence is a tool.

 

to which direction and how you hone it,

is up to you.

 

but that human factor, that human challenge,

when that better spirit of hope is stripped away

even before it begins.

 

that is evil to me. i don't know about others.

wrong person to preach that concept of 'limitation'.

 

 

she is fundamentally different from myself,

in the worst of ways.

 

but besides life philosophy,

on a human level, etiquette or care, she fails in that as well.

 

no, she's not family. she associates the past with it,

that she was present as i grew up to the age of 8, (then moving over to Canada)

but all her actions denies it following.

 

she doesn't know what family is.

nor does the rest of them.

 

no, i'm not over-expecting. that is what she told me,

"to not expect much from the cousins (us)."

 

she doesn't have the right to bring up 'joyful' times.

 

in my eyes, they weren't human. not by much.