and people.

 

.....unrelated.

 

 

 

stop judging my overweightness.

 

if i'm gaining weight, that could be a good thing.

 

not so much physically,

 

but it means i'm more focused on how to scale my productivity.

 

 

though at this time, i can't improve both at the same time.

 

 

 

but i plan to change my body entirely.

 

 

right now, let me just try and find stability.

 

 

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you would hear from my aunt, something about

genetic limitation, to weight loss and all that.

 

in most cases, when someone eats a lot,

and lack of exercise, they gain weight.

 

that's the human perspective.

 

in her mind, everything is fixed since birth.

even the things that can be overcome with

effort and tenacity.

 

and this applies not only to weight,

but intelligence, among other things.

 

it is as if, all that hope people strive for,

to improve their lives, that human factor

that connects us ---- she rips that away,

leaving you feeling helpless.

 

and her expressions were not so subtle either,

one on one. but in comparison, emotionally,

sincerely believing.

 

she/they see things in a completely calculating

perspective, behind that 'care' is a ruthless

comparison, restriction, that leaves no room

for the human spirit.

 

and besides towards me, the personal insults.

that's also a crime toward humanity, in my opinion.

 

in my mind, all is equal, until there is hostility.

all have a chance, be the result arrives at different

timing.

 

there is a certain strangling unreasonable ignorance

and prejudice from her that, i felt i need to avoid.

 

and not only that but because of reasons many more.

reasons i cannot accept as a nephew. as family.

 

but because i am her nephew and not a stranger.

 

i cannot accept her presence in my life.

 

many things.

 

i hope people there can point out what she's done wrong as an aunt,

and please tell her to leave.

 

leave me alone.

 

disappear from my life.