"please call the nurse", i say in a half-dead tone, stretching (pointing?) my arm out,

 the *random paramedic walking by. he walks by as if he hasn't heard me.

 

i grab the pole wheel and walk to her. paramedic suddenly makes a excuse, as i'm walking past him"

"she was busy so..."

 

the Filipino(?) nurse promises me water, asks were you this patient and that i reply yes,

she never comes back...... (when im on the resting chair)

 

 

horrible experience overall...........

 

 

i'm not saying they are bad people.

 

i'm sure they are there to save lives.

 

 

however, fear. for blame.

can turn people heartless. all of them.