when you fear spending time researching...

because you feel you'll neglect other important things.

 

and those fears are justified.

 

what is being refined?

 

these people who were convicted of harm,

they are roaming free, free to cause further harm.

 

it's only making my life worse over time.

it only creates a butterfly effect.

 

why is this being allowed?

 

 

 

you people allow them to corner me,

 

they do everything that they can

possibly do to distract, destroy my focus.

 

whoever you are.

 

whatever authority you have.

 

 

you have it.

 

they were already convicted.

they should not be in the channel.

 

they should have been apprehended.

 

please begin refining.

 

 

 

 

 

see where my writing is going?

 

despite the fact that i don't want to antagonize

the authorities, over time, the damage toward me increases

and I can observe it everyday, growing.

 

and as people began to affect express-

in passive-aggressive ways -

 

it becomes massive gaslighting, psychological abuse.

offline.

 

and i can only feel adversarial, i can only speak in this way.

 

 

it is sad.

 

it means i'm not feeling well. it is becoming detrimental.

 

and in all fairness,

 

they should have been apprehended,

 

their behavior should have been refined.

 

yet it seems like over and over again,

 

many, many times.

 

i was refused of this request, i was ignored of my complaints.

 

what are people doing?