And I am reading these relays about

how my body was more solid,

and that he damaged himself.

 

This is convoluting the intent with the outcome.

We are dealing with judgment of 'intent'.

Please be clear on this.

 

Whether he was injured severely hitting me,

is irrelevant. He's the one who hit with that intent.

Wholly, to his effort. That force simply have

bounced back on him.

 

My arms were wet noodles the moment I felt the blood

gushing out of my nose. I tried punching to the

side of his head after he pummeled my nose in my defense,

but at that very limited angle, I could only

bend my elbows. So feral/weak it was.

 

Prior, I was judging to see what he would do.

If he really was going for a serious fight.

I believe he told me to go first, of which I refused.

He went first, and I did not lean close enough

for a serious contact as you can see on the video.

Phantom punches to measure out what he would do.

Had he not continued, of course, I would drop it as well.

 

That is what I was hoping, but he was...

extremely angry.

 

So what to judge out from this. Ultimately.

That I have tried dismantling, and suggested

far peaceful options. One that was a safe, fair exchange.

Not one that of physical subjugation, where emotional

and physical damage can become rampant. There is no

winner in this sort of fighting. Violence breeds violence.

Compete dismantles once let out steam.

 

The fact that he fully used my attire/balancing situation

against me, taking off his own slippers to gain traction

on the cement to run (safely for him) whereas I was

forced contact by the tackle, and hence the skin of the

toe was ripped.

 

Simultaneously, had I tried to resist

the tackle, since slippers are not designed to be fastened

to the feet, I would be 'slipped' off from it. By taking

his own slippers off, he confirmed that understanding,

and prior I have talked about my slippers and pajama situation

and that I can't fight no one like this.

 

So all this happened because he could not control his emotions.

He could not keep a 'cool' head. Violence and subjugation followed.

 

And while I am not much of a fighter, he did steal a chance

at an fair exchange of defense, and that too, was very dangerous.

 

And he needs to be clear on how prior, in the room,

we were playing a pushing game in close range, and

I've beaten him 5 out of 6. Meaning, had I chance to

gain momentum and tackled him, I would make such damage as well.

 

But I did not even have the thought. The best I thought

was shot for shot, and even when he took off his slippers,

I had thought he just wanted better balance in punching.

 

In the end, I was expecting some exchanges of punches

until one of us just caved, as in, the same as shot for shot,

but little bit disorganized. Didn't expect tackle,

pummeling as I was feeling the impact with the ground,

following subjugation.

 

 

Key points:

 

*Peaceful suggestions refused.

*Used my balancing issues against myself.

*Violence and subjugation followed.