If anyone is bringing up my incident with

Romeo and going to convolute this.

 

They don't connect.

 

While I was indeed annoyed by his flatulence,

ultimately. Out of impulse, he

lit my toe on fire with his lighter.

 

Ask Romeo if I was ever angry with him,

yelling. I never did, despite him being annoying.

 

Douglas, was something different, more ----

insidious, and at the same time leaving no

evidence to his repeated deviation (in public) and

when confronted, storming out/rhetoric angry

grumbling/silent(creepy) etc.

 

different realm.

Anger resulting to violence.

Whereas I suggested competition,

as we did earlier in the room.

But to let out steam.

 

But to expect tackle, pummel, subjugation?

I would've worn quite a clothing for that. xD

 

It was pure violence.

 

And, it wasn't worth it.

Not enough of a cause for both of us.

 

Whereas I do have yelling issues,

(only when pushed and stressed)

and was only once to Douglas because I thought

(and I believe now, he was) harassing.

he has SERIOUS anger problems.

Which actually results to violence.

 

I believe that he harbours 'hate'.

And acts as if he doesn't.

But this comes out in passive-aggressive ways.

That is what is happening with the contradictions,

self-reasoning, self-indulgence in selfishness.

(when one on one)

and in public, backstabbing to people.

 

Whether this is only he,

or if there is many like this in his culture

i have no idea. But this is what i experienced.

 

he would deny it yet again.

but if there was no hatred building up,

would it have resulted to violence?

 

it is not a spontaneous thing.