Now if you are thinking that I am displaying
my emotions to be manipulative,
No I am not.
I am genuinely angry. I am genuinely distressed,
to the point where I can't function.
Mr Musk has twisted the very core of my well-being.
And made it into something very perverse by nature.
That is, to accept whatever that is,
and proceed with focusing on the work.
A transcendental 'practice' or a teaching that
he brought on to himself with his values.
When in fact, is extremely dangerous, to be toying
with someone's mental state and emotions,
but he, and I believe the most of you
have no sense of this.
You join in the game of misleads.
You watch my life as if it were a reality show.
One flop, when my emotional trigger becomes a physical assertion,
which is highly probable where I am at,
and it is OVER.
Many things are possible. Minimizing the damage is the goal,
yet this Elon Musk - he has no sense of this at all.
Immaturity is one thing, but pushing someone into a corner,
to draw out the worst in the person? Hoping this person
will follow some transcendental experience and 'calm like a bomb'
focus on productivity, inwards?
What is that insanity? Why is this person thinking he has
the right to toy with my well-being, my mind, my life?
You give me the money now. I've had enough of this.
You were clearly abusive more times than I can remember.
Enough.