and Mr Gates....

 

This is not stemming from his autism,

or his sense of 'mischief'. Not entirely.

 

Rather its core is series of things

he is reflecting on himself.

 

for instance, he mentioned few times

how he used YMCA shower, had only one computer

to work with, and during the nights to code.

 

He watches my suffering, hardship.

 

There is this sick perverse sense of cruelty

not just from reflecting himself so to make me

experience the same;

 

but something else there as well.

 

The nature of his misleads means to affect,

in the worst of ways.

 

And when i'm trying to get back to work as well.

 

No. It's not mischief alone.

 

He is clearly enjoying the process of inflicting damage,

cruelty. It is far more serious than it looks like.

 

my guess is, it is : 'suffer as much as you can,

before you get it (the rewards). i'll make sure of that.'

 

i have tried reasoning with him.

you know how it went down.

 

being civil doesn't work with this person either.