after all heard through the phone,
the harassment, resulting to this.
and he gets away. xD
these are the moments
when i am tested.
get through this,
and it will be okay...
no irrational decisions.
no emotional decisions...
he should not have cheated like that.
i was on slippers.
he well knew off balance means
he can take the chance to pummel.
i never landed a single punch.
squatted flies elbow bent.
pressed against him. xD
the only fair thing
was shot or shot and that
would have been safe.
no animistic rage but
enough to determine fair winner,
and both would have let out steam.
i know where/when to take violence
and that instance wasn't it.