and yes,

 

his mannerism was extremely driven,

violence.

 

mine was, i didn't feel up to it,

but if to let out steam for both of us.

to go through with it.

 

 

no violence should have been present.

 

a conflict in perspective,

is always in words,

and can stay there.

 

and I was absolutely civilized,

willing to talk it through with the people there.

hear other perspective.

 

he simply would not hear it,

and went mad.

 

and it was always like this.

avoiding conversations,

does what he wants,

asserts unreasonable force/defense

for his actions, and repeats.

even after agreement.

 

it was like talking to Lennie

from Of Mice and Men.

just with worse attitude

and cunning.