Sounds like better news Mr Musk.
Ok. We reconciled then.
Please ease on the pranks.
As you can see I have more than enough stress
on my own. I don't need online as well.
I want to free my mind if you've been saying this.
But...
Situation is too difficult.
Even after i've collected the references,
something keeps coming up, distorts my physical
and emotional state and I don't go back to it.
I want a better moment. To draw ideas
from what i'm reading. If read in a bad emotional state,
that emotion will be locked to that content,
and just be a reminder. Something like this I try
and avoid. I try to start from a fresh state......
But. I will get there.