...and, if anyone is thinking, after saying;

"stop! i'm going to go crazy!"

that i was going to fight,

 

no.

 

i can't remember every dialogue after that

but i saw him startled jumping on the bed,

 

and we went into reconciliation mode.

i remember saying "see these tears welling up in my eyes?"

just after this, and one another time.

 

 

 

and i 'felt' like i was going crazy.

but yes, he interrupted my reasoning with

something extremely self-centered and unreasonable,

blocking my sentence, and just going at it.

 

 

and the prior... interaction had me thinking

he was subjugating me by intimidation (passive),

generally bullying into getting help and doing what

someone dislikes.

 

it was an expression. because so many people,

one by one, was giving me such a hard time.

 

 

whereas i made an apology to him then,

and another time thinking i was wrong.

(I wrote about this, saying he wasn't faking his disability)

 

however, after quite a while i've now realized,

and those who are there as well should know with evidence,

that.... he was indeed 'gaslighting' (presenting a different

reality, whereas he was causing harm)

 

and i understand his character now.

 

so bottom line is..........

 

 

i avoid.

 

 

that is all.

 

 

if however, continued harassment, please stop it from happening....

 

thank you.