I remember taking to him saying,

"you're not talking about me behind my back again are you"

to which he replied I believe: "No, Johnny (angrily)"

and storms out the room. Moments later, I hear his voice

on the hallways, talking on the phone. And I hear the name "Johnny".

(this part is what I mentioned to Joshua when he was in the room prior).

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this was in-line of reconciliation (the conversation prior)

so was he 'dismantling' something? (That is the feeling I got)

 

and what I sensed from people initially, were some amount of

hostility. So to whom and what he intended I cannot say for certain.

I will not speculate on this.

 

When I was frustrated with Mr Musk, I was talking about abuse

and he says, i'm the guy if you want to have someone get him

(somewhere along this line) whether jokingly or not.

So I yelled it's Elon Musk! (That you can't do anything about,

therefore xD) and laughed.

 

It is as if, he takes sides with people. In that group.

If with me, while agreeing, only to breach, only to contradict.

Only to show this offense/passive hostility and denies

ever having it done again. Although he is aware he is revealing himself.

Bold-faced gaslighting. Diabolical.

 

And it is very hard to explain his behavior.

 

I told him at one point, there are people who are mentally ill,

dangerous here. If you say the wrong thing about me it can cause something -

a fight.

 

For the longest time, I endured, until I decided I need to explain

myself. And it would turn out, it was his image he wanted to save.

Certainly not a friend to protect. But to subjugate, using violence. xD