This was a case of,

 

'leave me alone now, i've helped you, so please hear out my request.'

which was met with, rebellion and selfishness, and in repeat, became harassment.

then even when all was supposedly buried. game of shadows. game of ego.

changing/manipulating the environment by talking to people about me.

in the worst of ways apparently. and it still goes on today.

 

so i'm done with this guy. i cannot reason with him.

there is something in him that pushes further.

i can see what he meant by "a voice telling me to hurt him".

but he 'ignores' it.

 

no, i don't think he is.

 

know this. i am minding my own business since long ago.

he pursues. there is the difference.