i'm almost there i think...
by october...
i will find a room.
then i can completely focus...
and this focus....
must try and access even more areas than before....
if to be able to do this.....
i will need free time.
of which i hope the social assistance allows....
i need therapy anyway...
after 4 years of this.
but if i were to speak about this,
to a psychiatrist.
i fear they will put me in a mental asylum.
thinking i'm delusional.
"yes. so... my current investors are
Elon Musk, Bill Gates, Jeff Bezos."
"someone follows me everywhere I go, by the wifi.
every camera. every phone. to all the people i meet."
what will be the response?