And.... as you can hear, told the story to a roommate (Romeo) here.

but. at least he is honest and thinks i'm a crazy person.

(because he met so many)

 

lol. why i do this.

 

investors. high profiled individuals.

unbelievable.

 

 

i guess i feel extremely isolated and lonely at this point.

to walk alone.

 

 

 

and ..... if he tells on others,

they may send me into a psychiatric hospital who knows.

 

 

what is the point in keeping me like this?