Maybe she denies that incident as it happened nearly 20 years ago.
I believe she was talking about something about nationality and
heritage by blood - (something about Africa) and in that moment, she was looking at me as
if I don't get the difference between the two concept. Then what followed,
was that "fat, dumb" insult staring at me directly.
However, she didn't point me out with her finger, nor did she
say my name so the other students (and most everyone was
I think, from East-Asia so.... they weren't that great with English.
I doubt they remember it. It was a small class.)
Whether she was intoxicated that day or if it's completely from her personality
I have no idea. She had this slight smile on her face, and the tone suggested
a kind of 'hissing'/hatred. Never seen evil like that out from a teacher.
And I doubt she showed that side to her colleagues either.
The only reason I brought this up again, or even be able to *recognize it
was because Jessica's upvote about some "mosaic down-syndrome" xD
of which is exactly how felt like when she was addressing me in an indirect way.
(Directly towards me--- however, she transitioned the insult from her explanation
somehow as if part of the story so I don't think anyone recognized it was directed at me)
And that is how i'm able to identify her. How she made me feel back then,
and by her intent. Remember that I am in the blind. I don't have access to the channel.
If that incident didn't occur, she would not even be in my memory nor would I recognize
*any teachers could possibly go that far. (Except maybe Ms.Joe who told me "Oh? You're going into university?"
in a mocking tone. Quoting I have an attitude problem, but even she wasn't that evil.)
Well people. I may have had (and still in many ways) some development delays with education
but when people (specifically, teachers) state a student's limit based on that instance,
I get ticked off. It goes against principles of teaching itself. Why bother being there,
if you're there to assume and set a limit?
In any case... If this woman.... went over the line.
She should be charged.
and no. Of course I knew the difference. What the hell. It's just the meds or way she said it that may have confused me for a moment. If I did. xD
But no. I didn't bother to explain myself. How do you deal with people like that? You don't even get near them.
So she assumed the entirety of me, based on my facial expressions. The state of my health (weight) and how I looked.
And she ripped me apart? And she continues this 20 fucking years later. Wow.