11:10pm.

 

spoke with Douglas.........

 

he err.....

 

i thought he was a 'smart' individual who gaslights

but..... no. he wasn't faking his disability.

 

so what he does is not from aggression.

 

hence, since not from hostility, told him to what he wants.

 

xD

 

 

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some of the people here, they are dangerous.

 

the fool in me, wants to challenge them to a strength test.

 

but even if i win (against guys 100lbs heavier)

 

i doubt i can win against their ego.

 

meaning, possible real fights following? who knows.

 

and i'm not young nor fit. i'll lose in a contest with

some of the bigger guys.

 

urge to humiliate myself proceeds however. xD

 

 

 

but when i was young and fit, i had some strength. :|