I fear that once I see the channel,

 

I would be in there going berserk out of madness,

 

and start making threats.

 

I do not wish to get in trouble.

 

 

Still, I should have a choice to see the channel,

 

without myself being monitored.

 

 

If I get a chance to do so,

 

my lawyers, if these attackers have not been addressed,

 

will hopefully handle the rest.

 

 

But what is obvious, obvious harassment and abuse,

should have been addressed automatically.

 

My rights, should have been protected automatically.

But especially being in this situation and at every disadvantage.