What I do fear,

 

is that once I see the channel,

 

my BP will rise and I will die because of

 

anger.

 

 

Maybe it is better, to just be blind.

 

 

But.

 

 

How is this going to begin?

 

 

Will I be saved at all?

 

 

 

Really, i'm not joking, into the streets

or the shelter.