Jessica appears to be relaying

 

I am seeing things.

 

So, if this abuse is not going on right now,

 

I apologize for my assumption.

 

 

Also, she appears to be saying people are

seeing this as a mental illness,

or someone is making me look this way.

 

 

1. I am mentally distressed, perhaps.

I do have anxiety and insomnia.

 

However, I can assure you,

I am a very logical person.

 

And my mental acuity,

though my reasoning maybe wrong sometimes,

is sound.

 

 

2. On the person driving the emergency ambulance,

telling me that because I once heard voices when I was

very ill, and saying that it's "schizophrenia".

 

That is an extremely biased assumption.

 

Just because it happened once, when I was sick,

over 38 years of my life. 90% asleep.

And woke up to ask this, if anyone heard a chanting,

that does not make me schizophrenic.

 

It could happen to anyone. 20 minutes of what I heard

in a very sick state, does not make anything schizophrenic.

 

You need to enter medical school again man.

 

Stop assuming things.

 

 

Once. People. One time. Like 15 years ago.

And auditory!

 

 

3. Mental illness is a condition that is described in

many forms.

 

The worst case i've seen in myself were OCD,

which I experienced for about a year.

 

But stemming from irrational fear (I did not go outside

for nearly a decade) (and became superstitious

as events and occurances were in repeat without any

stimulation of the environment, some unreasonable reasoning

came about once)

 

which faded away once I started going outside.

 

 

Other than that.... anxiety, insomnia (I can't shut off my mind,

I see images in my head, with my eyes closed and I just keep going)

 

and social phobic tendencies. Not severe.

 

Though people may say, I am "not really there" when they

talk to me, as I go into myself often.

 

But to see me as a mentally unstable, or insane person.

 

Hmph....

 

 

...Seriously. Did you idiots run out of cards?

 

Is that the best you can do?

 

 

Just STOP IT.

 

 

Admit to your mistakes, hope for reduction in punishment,

and go about your lives!

 

 

Stop torturing someone, making me the target out of YOUR jealousy,

your ego. I want nothing to do with it.

 

The fact: You people are discussing me behind my back,

fully aware I can't defend myself.

 

If you speak ANY unnecessary things to make me look bad,

you can see where that is coming from.

 

 

*I recall the ambulance guy saying something about a

adopted Korean sister, sounded almost like he wanted to

introduce me to her but backed out on hearing

"I once heard---" xD

 

Look man, seriously, you don't make someone look like

a crazy person based on that. And I can see where your

motivation may be coming from.

 

 

So people, it's like this.

 

 

I'm mentally sound, but I am angry. I am distressed.

I am somewhat paranoid. I don't want to go outside

because cameras are being hacked, I can't even

use the public washroom.

 

This is no way to live.

 

I've run out of resources, and I can't get a new room.

 

I need to be helped.

 

 

It doesn't matter whether this is on-going or not.

 

Have the investors help me and place me in a correct situation.

 

I'm not going anywhere.