Furthermore,

 

Sean, during the times he was being convicted,

 

he relayed saying his father handled him roughly,

as a child and broke his arm.

 

And that is why he treated me in that way,

by force.

 

Whether that story is true or not, I have no idea.

 

What is more disturbing is his psychology.

 

There was this hidden relentless abuse coming from this person

and deadly - by its nature. I have always seen his relays

with suspicion. Once in a while, that emotion would spring forth.

Hostilities began.

 

There is only 4 months difference in age between Sean and I.

 

He treated me like somesort of a child, a pushover he can

affect in negative ways.

 

And when he lost that control, and even forgiven of his

initial attacks with his friends.

 

He attempted delivering a final blow. This was an deadly attempt.